>>718471785

I was 'cured' of my gaming addiction in my teenage years (read: forcibly restricted of it) which only then led me to taking drugs and become a masturbating neet browsing /pol/ 24/7 who'd write stupid shit to pass time, all in search of another addiction. Initially, my aspiration back then besides just playing everyday was to eventually become a programmer ( this was long before the profession became a 'meme ) but now I do nothing and think nothing.
10 years of rotting on /pol/. All I want to do is disappear. Can't even get myself to play games anymore.

I loved MMOs. I loved playing with friends. I loved writing fanfiction stories for the RPGs I'd play. It made me happy. Then I was caned and lashed and scolded. Is that what God wanted? Now I'm just osme shity misanthrope. Was that where salvation was to be found? Well, no matter. Most kids from religious households elsewhere regardless of what religion probably go through the same thing. Couldn't even make friends since all the other kids were playing. Fuck it all.