Worst thing about being depressed is how much effort it takes you to do anything. Everything seems so pointless. Why am I doing anything if I see no light at the end of the tunnel? Even bst case scenarios I see will have too many downsides I don't know if I can live with. So starting anything is the biggest problem because of this lack of motivation, purpose, meaning. I want to do some things but I can't bring myself to simply move. I could go for a walk now and I want to but I just feel paralyzed. And then you hear someone say "well how can I do all this huh?" and you just think to yourself that you just wouldn't do it if you were them. You'd just rot away if you had more responsibilities than you already have. Because doing the bare minimum just takes that much out of you. Sometimes you think you could just die of trust rather than get up and get that glass of water. Drink water btw I barely drink anything even when I'm thirsty af.

real G's fail a class with 0 points over two years and still get the degree

just be better in the other stuff lel

>>82998447
More like bots. Actual bots running spam all day.
>>82998467
Bisexuals aren't gay retard they don't belong
>>82998745
Love when random fucks say shit like this with no basis in reality as if they ever followed the threads. It's the equivalent of trying to sound like an oldfag when you don't know the culture or any posters involved.

To nu-/r9gay/
I resent you. You managed to ruin one good general and completely change it's culture. You let this place become just another personalityfag general. You drove away good posters and constantly engage with bots that spam all day. You didn't bother to gatekeep against those who don't belong in these threads which made them feel welcome. You are physically incapable of ignoring bait. You are dumb, unfunny and boring. Nothing you say is of any value. You let literal children run this place into the ground. But most of all I resent you for gaslighting me into thinking I was wrong and secondguessing myself.
Signed, anony mouse

I'm just gonna repost it in this one since I'm still not ready to sleep
>PLAYAN
Powerwasher Sim. It's comfy.
>WATCHAN
Looking for dumb long stuff that I can use to take my mind off things
>LISTENAN
Can't be fucked hunting the links down again (thanks jannies) but right now it's Maroon 5
>READAN
No, been too tired
>EATAN
Meds I'm on and being sick making me not hungry. Had a sandwich earlier. Craving dill pickles but I ran out days ago.
>DRINKAN
Monster (coffee flavor)
>FAPPAN
No. My meds also kill sex drive
>FEELAN
Sick. Tired but been having upsetting fever dreams so I'm forcing myself to sit up. Whatever I caught is on its way out but it still sucks. One of my cats has joined me since the other thread.