>big two storey house with a big yard
>well paying job
>two nice cars and a boat
>a wifey (we will never marry, but we love each other)
>a summer cottage (mökki)
>valued amongst my parents, family, friends, peers etc.
Yet I still feel like all of this is just absolutely useless. Like, "yeah just tick these boxes and then you'll be able to receive these meaningless 'comforts' in your life". There is nothing. And chasing all this has got to be the biggest joke ever and I was tricked into this nonsense by idiots who must be blind themselves.