>>82288406
I would date you, I'm very patient but I'm a mutt with a VERY shameful past that would sicken you.
>Dad is from a rich Pakistani family. mom is a poor Bosnian but is tall, pale, pretty and blue eyed
>They met at a Sunni event and mum was forced to marry dad by her parents (money was involved)
>They moved to the UK. Dad did steroids, he dealt drugs, beat my preggo mom then he got crippled
>Mum left. She posed for nudie mags. She became a stripper and fucked loads of army chads
>Spent most of my childhood alone in an apartment, playing vidya or being babysat by mom's friends
>Got my first boner watching mom being aggressively fucked by her tall Danish marine bf.
She had no shame. I'd fap watching her undress or showering. She just laughed. Her Danish bf would let me watch him fuck her. Made me wear a condom when I wanked. She was my only exposure to sex/wank material. The bf left her. She began fucking English soldiers, and a huge Scottish rugby player. I was allowed to watch but from her closet. One time a guy caught me and freaked out. She got educated and became a neonatal nurse. As I aged I felt bad about being a short brown autist with a lil dick. I crossdressed. Autists enjoy soft clothes and grooming rituals. I wanted to be like my tall gothic mum. Mum took me clothes shopping and to nightclubs while I crossdressed. Luckily I never trooned. Mum slowed down because an Irish zoomer impregnated her and left her with a baby boy. I know she groomed me. I have a sph kink, ntr kink, CD kink, femdom kink and a bwc kink. I used to hate mum but her early life was horrific.