I have no one else to talk to about this so I will post here, this past year has sucked for me. I was making good progress initially but I have gained back 22lbs (240lbs now) because of being depressed and not taking care of myself.
Lost job twice (still unemployed but seriously looking), an aunt died, an uncle died, I had to babysit a close friends elderly cat while it was dying, and I started drinking again and not watching my diet.
As of last week I have started fixing my diet, as of 2 months ago I no longer drink or smoke, and I am fixing my sleep schedule.

It's all so tiring /fit/ but I want to be mobile again, have my back not hurt, and find a good woman to marry. I am not going to rush anything and going to stay focused and take care of myself.
I will spend more time in the sun like I used to and go for longer walks, I will start mountain biking and hiking again, I will fix my diet and avoid fast food.

I want to be happy /fit/.