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Because she gave me a number of years of wonderful content that I still enjoy. She helped me pick up the pieces that had broken inside of me and gave me a renewed sense of self and happiness. Her singing still captivates me, her art still makes me smile when I see it. She's the little sister that I had lost a little bit before her debut. Is it unhealthy? Sure. We all have those, but I'm decidedly more happy now than I was before she debuted, and I still get small little bits of knowledge that she's doing well, something I can't do with the urn of ashes sitting in my living room. She is, and will always be, my oshi.