The Ultimate solution to the Problem would be to do something with you life. Catch some friends and go explore the world, you will find Perfect Girl for u:) and when not , then just kill other people it makes you also happy. But i guess i have More time than yall. Im Just 18. But live you life like you have no days left. Dont ne scared to do something YOU wanna do and Not Doing because of the anxiety that other people gonna judge u. Live like a Crazy chad:) Laugh at serious topics, Dance to music in your ears on the street. Dont live like a npc, live like a chad. I know its hard but yall can do it