>i do believe society should accept me as is even if i were to offer nothing of value
because i know thousands upon thousands of people who do truly offer nothing of value have better lives than i could achieve

i could be almost everything a job wants but because i didnt banter enough one time with my coworkers they will find any reason to fire me even if it barely makes sense. meanwhile people get hired into roles they barely know how to do all the time because they know someone in the company or can kiss ass enough

>spiteful of other women
because they are the ones that uphold social standing bullshit and put autistic people down the most. in reality i am spiteful of most other people but at least more men wont actively desire to get you fired/ostracized because they didnt like your "vibes"