How the fuck do I get off this stuff. I've been on it for well over a decade for Anxiety and it makes me feel like shit. It works, but it feels like I'm just a zombie going through life. I've tried getting off of it but the withdrawal is fucking awful. I'm planning on tapering off extremely slowly. Currently on 40mg, will go down to 30 for like 6 months, then 20 etc. Is there anything that can help take the edge off withdrawal? Its mostly the brain zaps that are just unbearable. I lift 3 times a week. Also taking magneseum and fish oil.

This is political because I want to stop paying the pharmajew.