>same age as Ellie's sister
>she's been in music videos and did ads
>she travelled around the world
>she married a famous guy, had a kid, divorced the guy and got rich thanks to the divorce settlement
>I never had a job, never left my country, never had a girlfriend and I spend my days in front of my computer
of course I know about my old school friends having good lives and all that but for some reason this really hurts