>>40802608
In theory. But it's... it's hard. I dont really see a light at the end of the tunnel and am mostly persisting out of sheer spite for the world. Every step along my 30+ year journey has been harrowing and brutal. I WILL find a reason to smile, even if its the last thing I ever do.
Putting things into more concrete terms... Im staring down a dead marriage and making the decision to divorce sometimes within the next half year or so. With 2 kids under my wing and the life of a burnt out single trans mother ahead of me, things are looking very lonely and difficult for me. I just... need the little ones to be happy in the end. I can struggle for them.