>>9008196
>as if I'm not a poor, fat American myself.
Tone is hard to read in text and your reply about "how can she be fat and poor" came off as incredulity europeans usually have about that.
>Would she rub her gut, or did you once get to? Extrapolate.
Well my recalling of the first babysitter MKUltra triggered and ancient memory about her I cut for word limit.
Basically it was the one time she managed to finish a 2 liter in 1 binge on top of a full bag of chips. Sometimes she would show up on Friday evenings and be noticeably sad, not her usual friendly self and very quiet(I suspect she was being bullied at school). These nights she'd really binge and this time killed a full 2 liter over and hour or two. We were on the floor in the living room watching some movie and she was laying against the couch kinda propped up on some pillows. A minute or 2 after finishing the soda she said "I think I'm gonna be sick", I must've given her a confused look and she clarified "My tummy's really upset, I think I'm gonna throw up." 4 or 5 yearold me panicked visualizing the ass beating I was gonna get if my babysitter threw up all over the living room carpet so I did the first thing that came to mind and started rubbing her belly in slow clockwise circles. She seemed a bit surprised by this but either she felt too uncomfortable and the rubbing felt relieving enough or she was too distended to move but she just kinda laid there letting me rub belly for 15 or 20 minutes. Her belly was incredibly soft both in that the skin was soft and inch or so layer of fat under it, but below that her belly felt incredibly firm like a soccer ball that has just begun to lose it's pressure. She was usually pretty round after a binge but this was the biggest I'd ever seen her.
She let out several huge belches and after a while seemed to come to and gently pushed me away.