>>214542685
I interact with women when I work and have uni stuff. Otherwise when I tried being friendly with girls like with male friends or, God forbid, try being more flirty, it results in being ghosted eventually, even when they were the first to start talking. Previously it hurt only a bit until it happened with the only girl I ever fell in love with. Now I'm too traumatized from the pain which doesn't go away even after months and at the same time I don't feel anything towards other women to try anymore.