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Found it

Hi 4chan. Long time lurker, first time poster. I'm a feminist, lesbian women in a happy relationship, but I have a life ruining/degradation kink I can't seem to get rid of. It's been a guilty pleasure of mine for a while now to scroll here and get off on women being used/treated like shit by men. I realize I'm fucked up. I think it's my trauma from growing up in an abusive conservative household but I get seriously turned on when people are sexist and misogynist. I've had fantasies about being forcefully used by men for a long time, but obviously I can't act on them. So I'm posting here as a (hopefully) safe way to get my fix.