>>82055711
>i've changed, but at the same time i haven't. im better than how i was but i dont feel any better.
big change is gradual, anon. U gotta have a bit moar patience.
>i dont even know. i guess i expected to not hate myself anymore if i worked hard.
It's a hard feeling 2 overcome. I hate myself 2 believe it or not, but I try 2 overcome those feelings as well. It's a constant battle. Let's try not 2 lose it, okay?
>its always the next saturday, next week, next month, next year, but in the end i dont do shit and i time is running out
sometimes, things just don't work out. The important thing is 2 not give up and 2 try again when opportunity arises.
>point is, i've never tasted it. would you believe in something you've never seen? maybe, if enough people tell you to believe in it. but others believing in something doesnt make that thing real.
I think believing in it is what keeps me moving 4ward. A little delusion goes a long way. Come, be delusional w me, anon!
>>82055767
>sounds comfy, fuck big cities
there r no ppl my age and there's nothing 2 bloody do! Trust me, they suck!
>i wouldnt even know what...
u could just talk about stuff
or play a different game
>>82055788
>Hopefully. I usually like doing research but AI stuff is just painful.
how does one do research? I always wondered that...
>I wanted to do archiving in general but I think he wants me to narrow it down. I guess I can always expand it again if I run out of stuff to write.
hmmmm
what about AI archiving! (jk jk)
is there something you're interested in that would narrow it down?
>I suppose there are worse things to admit to being.
aww it's not that bad... Britain has kewl thing 2!
>Did you see anything nice?
nope! Just boomers and teens hanging out. secretly i was hopping to run into a former classmate or something but it's a long shot i suppose
>>82056221
>do zoomers/gen alpha in your town also dress horribly or is it just here?
they dress rather normally. IDK what would b bad