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No, it's because Buddha was described as a tall man with blue eyes. He was from the Sakya tribe, a Scythian tribe. Scythians hung the tops of their enemies skulls on their belts and would drink blood and other offerings out of them, that's where the Kapala she has >>40922663
comes from.
Anyways, from what it sounds like, Taoism would be a good start for you.
Try sitting with your back to the sun tomorrow morning at sunrise for about 15 minutes. Focus on absorbing energy from it. It's a practice from Qigong, a Chinese Taoist practice that developed from shamanism, like Taoism. What Ive been talking about is the path to becoming a Xian.