she scratches the fuck out of me with her long nails and leaves me with deep bloody cuts
she drops hot candle wax all over my body
she puts a variety of weak poisons in my food
she studies the "effectiveness of blunt force trauma to the testes on accelerating male physical castration" with me as the main test subject (n=1)
she pegs me with all her strength and doesn't stop until she's satisfied
she calls me racial slurs
she kicks me in the stomach and ribs to wake me up in the mornings
and I love her