I think being hugged by a man who sees me as a woman would make me feel better about being a christmas cake tranny

>>518733227
>Happy birthday
Omg, guys, you humble me.

>>82418785
thanks anon, i'll never lose hope
may you also find a nice girl to give you some soul-healing hugs as well, god knows we all need some of those around here...

I know you're here lurking, I just want to let you know that I miss you very much

Fancy a game of rocket league byt If I play now I wont sleep until its bright outside n am bit sick of that
>>82313171
Night x

I wanna kms because i will never have a gf

i will never find love or a girlfriend because i am too old
why even live at this point?

>trying to figure out how my menu UI is going to work
why is this so hard wtf

Mid twenties AGP. I've been stuck in this weird aching place for years, caught between wanting to be a girl and not feeling like a man, and not good enough to try. I see all these cute mtfs online, funny, flirty, messy, loved - and I just feel like a ghost watching from the other side. I want tom be like them. I want to be with them. But I'm still here, awkward, stupid, dissociated. Cooming daily just to feel something. Too Scared to move forward, too ashamed to stay like this.

I'm not even looking for some fantasy, just someone to love, and be loved by. Someone real. I want to hold her and play dumb games and fall asleep next to her. Not Perfect. Just alive.

Don't know if ill ever transition because of the fear, don't even know I am. But i'm tired of rotting alone. I want this life to be different. I want something to hold on to. That's all.