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>Feel real stupid for thinking this'd be a lazy week for me now...
>I think I've had my fill of excitement for the whole month already...
>...
>Arms seem to have healed up nicely after grinding them against each other...
>Good to know even if it still isn't particularly fun to do...
>...
>Ugh.
>...a fuckin' kartana, huh...
>I guess that's how rolling the dice goes when that dice has over a thousands sides to it...
>I guess I'm lucky I at least still somewhat look humanoid...
>...really couldn't have had the charity to at least make me into one with more human hands huh...
>...
>I shouldn't keep trying to distract myself from this, but...
>...
>...Ah, Yashima replied...
>"わかります。このフォームに記入してください。サポートを提供するために必要。"
>...guess they need me formally registered or something like that, I'll get to it tomorrow...
>God, I feel like shit and like I just had like 5 energy drinks at the same time...
>I should try and see why that might...
>...just open WikiDex and...
>...Shit.
>That was a Beast Boost, wasn't it?
>I guess that'd explain that adrenaline rush, but...
>...
>Not particularly comfortable with the idea that taking out others makes me stronger...
>I'll just pray I never have a reason for that to even come into play.
>At least... not again.
>...
>Man, how do people even figure out what the fuck to do with their lives after they turn...?
>Guess it's not too different from being crippled by an accident, in a way...
>Could've lost my hands just as suddenly as a human...
>...Wish I knew if the ones I have now are even my own...
>I wonder what it's like for those who just give up and go feral...
>Would you call it hedonism?
>In a way, you're giving in to your basic desires and impulses I suppose.
>Some just... keep trucking on as if nothing had changed.
>I wish I'd be in the camp that could do that.
>If only I'd kept my fingers with me in the change.