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You're not alone. I've also experienced what you're talking. Every time I talked to Christians about parasitic energy in churches they simply looked at me like zombies and I always wondered why til I look into the name church explains why.

https://youtu.be/CcnzvIM5XX0?si=nDlF-CB5pnBaW67E


>And even though I begged to hear the voice of yhwh and for a fix or even guidance but nothing happened what so ever despite hearing time and time again christians who strongly believed could hear the voice of god no matter where I went.


Trust me you're not missing out because they're not really hearing the voice of "God" they're simply hearing the voice of their own thoughts or made up hallucinated imagination , like a psychosis , they're having or schizophrenia. So trust me, you're not missing out because Christianity. In general, is a clusterfuck of a mess that i wished I never returned. One time someone told me.I got the holy ghost and I was so happy but later suffered a horrific side effect. Later I found that it was a archon.


>I was a innocent teen around that time(I’m 26 now) so theres no way that was punishment and something I’ve seen time and time again is that people suffer, the wrong people while the deserving don't.


It sounds like you certainly need to de baptized brother because you'll be show parasitic baptism is.

https://youtu.be/jPuNdQY0sp0?si=p3Blsrg9DImqIlfy

https://youtu.be/1zHEhh-vs8U?si=qxGLzybXXRIxr6SD