>>536267327
The answer came out clearly. I know because it's the same as mine, who lost every 50/50 since Ellen.
First we see the 9 of Cups, a card of emotional satisfaction and material contentment. Yet it also has some negative aspects, the wine within making allusions at alcoholism, vices, and the "too much" of enjoyment.
And what is that "too much" you may ask? The Wheel of Fortune, the random, capricious nature of the universe, of Fate of which we are mere toys. But also, in a more concrete way, the gacha odds. The wheel turns and after 80 rolls here comes the kot.
Then we find The Star. Normally a figure of hope, I've alway associated her with nudity and the worst aspects of lust, and of wastefulness, pouring half of her water into the ground. This is the terrible truth of it, you enjoy the thrill for what it is, despite all reason telling you you are wasting your time and money on this kusoge.