So my cat jumped up into my slap and I started patting it's ass cheeks. He started perking up and lifted up his tail. My autistic self decided to poke it's fucking asshole that was sticking out then it swatted and hissed at me. I then shoved him off my lap hard and he kind of flopped on the ground and took off. I feel so guilty. How can I make it up to this poor lad?