>PTSD ridden transbian
>look into trans community
>theyre all polyamorous puppygirls
>subculture that doesnt even interest me in the slightest
>aware that PTSD, BPD etc. are rampant
>yet their presentations of these disorders are so unlike mine that i cannot relate to them at all
>these are the only people who apparently are "like me"
>feel like a fraud
>maybe im just too malebrained
>maybe i got the malebrained PTSD instead of the fembrained PTSD