>>509275893
I thought Nietzsche was the "everything is hopeless" guy, but I haven't read.

A therapist once recommended me to read about Solzhenitsyn and his work on the "Gulag" to try and convince me not to kill myself.

Pic attached is a raised 7-tron armored troop transport with rounded bottoms to deflect IED blasts...you "face outward" with your rifles. Nothing like the futuristic stuff that showed up in Afghanistan etc years later.