>>514094503
>They are the reason I have profound ideals about nationalism despite not even being fully white (part native).
It's okay anon, I used to be a white nationalist like you, then I went to live on the land in the Cousin Ethnostate.
Were they religious wingnuts, I had similar experiences with the same shit growing up.
Documented child abuse they just pretend never happened and I'm making it up,
Then interrogations where I'm told I did something and abused until I admit I did it, then get abused more.
Also was beaten with a spoon for being left handed and the constant threat of cops, going to jail, or you'll learn a lesson.
Then I had two Groth spurts and they, like magic are scared shitless of me, I don't understand why.
>Mummy hides behind the corner one day after the tendies make me a 240lb very good boy.
>Punches me in the face as I turn it.
>Don't feel it.
>Walk towards her.
>Grandmother gets between us
>Threatens to call the cops on me "if I do anything" and have me thrown in jail.
>I was on probation at the time.
>Later calls the cops on my for having a girl over and has me charged with underage drinking.
>Leaves a rifle on my bed with one round cause I refuse to join the forces.
>Refused to teach me how to drive, or shoot a rifle.
>Forced me to go to cadets, then punished me for quiting, and later joked for the next 5 years anything I wanted to learn they would teach me in the army.
So, on the topic of soldiers, I've actually been tortured, and am resistant to physical abuse and torture.
Dull hair clippers, 45m sessions as a child, wasn't allowed to get my haircut unless she did it because """""we couldn't afford it"""""
Also I have a hypothesis that if you starve a child, and switch up to overfeeding them/forcing them to sit at the table until they finish and blaming "starving kids in Africa" for both extremes you can condition a child into hating blacks.
And repeated blows to the face dulls the impact of getting hit.
