I'll be honest anons, it's really difficult to keep going. The endless low rolls are doing damage to my psyche. It's not fun, I don't feel fulfilled. I may as well enter three llamas in the CM tomorrow. What good is strategy and planning weeks in advance when the game just low rolls, low rolls, low rolls? In the run I just did I genuinely craved the feeling of shooting my brains out because it would have been preferable to how dead the run was.