>>41041355
I am a diagnosed schizo too
I have had a few situationships, but never had an official gf irl. Only online.
I really feel like an outsider for this very reason.
My most intimate one was with my ex psychologist. We got into this weird situation... I started just to see if I could do it and she simply retributed. I ended up falling in love. She started to favor my desires instead of my mental health in her team too (public mental health).
When I mean she was the closest, I mean I never got so emotionally intimate with anyone like this before. She isn't with me anymore... Sometimes I think about contacting her, but I know getting more involved with me would be unethical so I just let go...
