>>513070671
I think I might have had a lot of phycological trauma that was not a controlled environment.

My whole squad got killed over seas.
I was the new guy they were going to show how it's done.
One or two guys whould continue making threats and make slurs.
They whould yell back
There blam. Killing us one by one as they yelled back.
I was alone with a squad of dead guys
I whould pose myself like a cat to peak at where they where pushing as hard as I could against the dirt to get my head back down.
They began calling me the cat yet I would still not make a noise.
I killed a few of them always looking for that chance to get a crack shoot off at them.
I fought through the night untill the dawn after they retreated not being able to kill me.
For over a month after getting home my mind could not accept people where not going to start trying to sniper people off and continued to just hind in the dark low to the ground and watch people.