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For a matter of fact, i believe i am a Maeda-sensei written type of character... he might have shaped me to be like that! @_@ i think i would have been way more shyer to talk like this but he gave me the courage to be here and to be vocal enough to give my real thoughts without trying to filter my emotions just so i can belong more... in real life, close people to me don't even know what my voice is like, if my face ever changes emotions or if i ever talk normally... only My Mama and Papa and couple of people on the internet know the real me that have lived in this life... when am gone? people will not even remember me for that i never created a real memory for them to use... and my online presence will never be real with how easily people will take my place. I existed as a mere passing thought to everyone, but it was a thought like that you will have in a dream and never remember again when you wake up ,_,