So I just got cummed in for the first time last Friday.

Kinda new to doing gay stuff in general. Been fooling around with this new fuckbuddy for a couple months now. Up until I met him, I considered myself a top and never thought I'd even want to try bottoming. But he's good at pushing my buttons and getting past my boundaries.

So last Friday we're going at it. He goes to fuck me, but the condom breaks as he's first putting his dick in. We switch to the backup -- that one breaks too. He doesn't have anymore. I have some of my own, but he says they're too small, he needs magnums. He begs me to just let him go raw, promises he'll pull out before he cums. I'm horny so I let him badger me into agreeing.

The whole time he's fucking me, he's going on about how it feels amazing. Way more vocal and fucks me harder than usual... and of course he "gets carried away" and ends up cumming in me. I'm pissed and he sheepishly apologizes. But I'm also surprisingly turned on by it.

I thought that letting another guy cum in me would feel gross and humiliating, but I blew a huge load right afterwards, and now I can't stop fantasizing about him doing it to me again. Is this how guys get turned into full bottoms, getting addicted to this? Should I just go on PReP and let him start fucking me bareback from now on or what?