I just came across a pic of myself before looksmaxxing. I looked fucking awful.
I was legitimately uglier than St Blackops2cel.
It's scary how deluded I was. My face looked normal to me in the mirror. I remember thinking "I'm not a chad, but could be a bit above average and could get a gf with better social skills". JFL
How can I trust any of my own perceptions about myself anymore? I now realize I am probably still ugly, just less.
I now understand why normies treated me with contempt. It was not me being shy, I had the cause-consequence correlation wrong. Those pathetic little shits never once told me to my face they thought I was ugly, but it was obvious.
If normies treat you poorly, don't accept you, or accept you but are condescending to you, you are ugly even if you look ok to yourself and no one told you. They are just cowards. It's not your fault and there's nothing to "muh self improve".
Online midwit chuds will also look at an ugly guy online and say "he looks like he doesn't do semen retention / doesn't read the bible / doesn't go to gym / eats goyslop", because they are immensely unintelligent. The truth is, a looksmaxx that gets you out of being ugly needs to be big and invasive, in my case a huge implant.
You still won't be a chad, because chads got very lucky and got a combination of perfect eye area, nose, mouth, face shape, cheekbones, jawline size and shape... But being more or less normal vs ugly is a big jump in terms of how normie retards will react to you. And like it or not, your happiness is tied to normie retards, no one can be happy if everyone reacts negatively to him.
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>>520329909
>i get laid every other week just by existing. i am handsome. its even getting kinda bothersome to get rid of these bitches.
>i get laid every other week just by existing. i am handsome. its even getting kinda bothersome to get rid of these bitches.
Shadow lives
Hello, I had a random thought today that I wanted to share.
If reincarnation and past lives is real, and you happen to be living an empty depressing life, you could call it a shadow life
Imagine an other life in the future where you are a happy family man married with children and a good career, lots of friends, a regular happy life (like your boomer parents had).
This life you are living now would be a forgotten dead man, and you might get a few glimpses of this life in dreams, but you will never even realize it was your past life. In your future happy life, you encounter situations where you hesitated in your past life (approaching women, asking them out, going for it, working hard) and you have a kind of instinct that leads you to proper action. You would never realize that that instinct comes from your past life where you were severely punished for failing to act.
Does anyone get what I mean here? So if you live a lonely empty life now, it could be a shadow life, that merely serves to give you stronger instincts in the future.
it's a very creepy depressing though. It makes your current life feel like a kind of empty husk.
If reincarnation and past lives is real, and you happen to be living an empty depressing life, you could call it a shadow life
Imagine an other life in the future where you are a happy family man married with children and a good career, lots of friends, a regular happy life (like your boomer parents had).
This life you are living now would be a forgotten dead man, and you might get a few glimpses of this life in dreams, but you will never even realize it was your past life. In your future happy life, you encounter situations where you hesitated in your past life (approaching women, asking them out, going for it, working hard) and you have a kind of instinct that leads you to proper action. You would never realize that that instinct comes from your past life where you were severely punished for failing to act.
Does anyone get what I mean here? So if you live a lonely empty life now, it could be a shadow life, that merely serves to give you stronger instincts in the future.
it's a very creepy depressing though. It makes your current life feel like a kind of empty husk.
>>82957693
Gather up your balls
Women are awful
How new to this are you?
They would have more respect for you if you didn't give a single fuck what they thought and realized what they are doing with Hypergamy and joining Chad's Harem are truly fucking awful behaviors and they are awful creatures and called them out for Blackpilling an entire generation of men and Cuckolding their Looksmatch you absolute SImp don't you dare call yourself an Incel you are a disgrace to the name did you learn nothing from The Blackpill or St. BlackOps2cel (PBUH)
Gather up your balls
Women are awful
How new to this are you?
They would have more respect for you if you didn't give a single fuck what they thought and realized what they are doing with Hypergamy and joining Chad's Harem are truly fucking awful behaviors and they are awful creatures and called them out for Blackpilling an entire generation of men and Cuckolding their Looksmatch you absolute SImp don't you dare call yourself an Incel you are a disgrace to the name did you learn nothing from The Blackpill or St. BlackOps2cel (PBUH)