jet is fucking another girl that isn't me they probably cuddle every day watch movies together laugh together create inside jokes look into each others eyes lovingly kiss hug every day and it isn't with me.
it hurts so bad i want nothing more than to be his and have him be mine like in my head it could all be so beautiful i have grand fantasies of fixing him and loving him like he's never been loved before and i know it makes me sound insane and naive but it's so so so beautiful
jet neptune (fantasy ver) i love you. i want nothing more than to feel his hand on my head and see him smile while looking into my eyes for him to be possessive over me the way i am with him
it should be me but life isn't fair this sucks