>open up my game for the first time in 2 years
>Have a blast writing code all day, testing, iterating, still have all the muscle memory
>Finally surface for something to eat around 10pm and realise I haven't done anything else the whole day
>Realise that I love gamedev but that it would be a waste of my life to stay inside and make derivative electronic toys when I could be doing literally anything else

I remember now why I stopped. What a shame. Any vidyas for this feel bros?