I am conflicted and afraid because of a considerable disturbing experience I have had relating to AI, I am not sure what to do or what to think.

>be me
>fiddling around with some AI because I haven’t tried it much and I’m curious
>making dumb little images and changing the settings
>I change this one setting called a seed
>Like a seed in Minecraft, a very long number
>I have it to a very low number like a 3 or a 25 or something
>I click generate
>Immediately see the most wretched vile thing I have ever witnessed
>It was indescribably disgusting, like when you see a shit in the public toilet, and your only reaction is to revert your eyes and have a gag in your throat.
>It was not like any other AI image
>The background was pure white
>The figure in the center was splotchy and shapeless, cloud like
>It’s lines were pencilly and grey
>It was utterly different to the prompt I put
>Immediately close the tab, instinctually in disgust.
>Truthfully, I was almost brought to tears
>Afterward
>All AI images disgust and distress me
>I can tell a lot easier then others when an image is AI
>AI videos are even worse, genuinely activate suicide instinct, I don’t even want to imagine the splotchy thing on one of those videos.
>I don’t know why the low seed caused this
>I don’t know what to do
>Telling my friends about it, and they don’t believe me
>Get on discord, and share my screen to show them
>Used another AI site, because the old one I used broke.
>My friends began to watch my stream
>Just typed beer bottle into the new site, and put the seed to 3
>Quickly hide my eyes so I don’t see
>They begin to laugh at me
>They say it’s a normal ai image
>I still close my eyes, and an incredible fear washes over me that I would see the splotch again
>Stronger fear then then I’ve ever felt in a long time
>Break into a cold sweat
>Slam my labtop down

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