Queria que os meus animeboiolinhas estivessem pelo fio, eu queria assistir filminho hoje.

Have you ever heard the expression "New rich" or "Nouveau riche" to describe someone who has recently acquired wealth, in contrast with "old money"? There are many stereotypes surrounding newly rich people, such as flashy spending on useless items, lack of sophistication, attention-seeking behavior, or even questionable taste in fashion. I'm using this example because, well, I'm somewhat similar.

I consider myself a "New Chad." I mean, I was a late bloomer in terms of looks. When COVID began, I started exercising at home every day and began taking care of my appearance for the very first time as a hobby, due to having nothing else to do during the quarantine. I improved quite a lot, and now, for the very first time, women are interested in me. I've been with over two dozen women since 2022, and girls I once thought were far out of my league are now relatively easy. I won't brag further.

But I remain an incel within my mind. I still harbor resentment towards women, maybe even more now, because my old hypotheses about women being stupid and vain were proven absolutely right. They allow you to treat them poorly as long as you can back it up with your looks. But being right doesn't make me happy because now I'm certain that women are nothing but warm holes without substance, loyalty, inteligence or good will. Love was a scam all along. Now, I'm completely convinced that having a girlfriend was never like in my fantasies; they are nothing but pets and status symbols. You can also use them to procreate, but that's it.

How do I cope with this reality? I always dreamed of those Disney romances, but after all, it was an illusion.

The struggle is real.