>>213895546
You should try em anon it's been 10 years, what's the harm? As for the trip, your experience is pretty typical. Ive had multiple autisit friends break down on their first trips in similar ways. I assume it has to do with it boosting theory of mind whilst simultaneously weakening default mode, but it isn't as though research has studied it lol. If you do take it again, consider posting about it. Whilst making sure to state that it is in your country.