Early in my childhood, so early that I can't remember, my mother tattooed a red-pink heart under my eye to distinguish me from the other two triplets. We were all born as girls and are all trans men. The other two had: a yellow star, and a blue teardrop. I know this sounds like some anime character shit but my mother was crazy. None of is particularly like this but I have it worse. To make matters worse I estranged myself from my family including my triplet brothers because I had a TERF phase early on and I have to wonder if that was a cope for my heart tattoo. They call themselves twins now and I never had it in me to contact my family again even to tell them I'm trans. I've been so scared to get it removed because I know it's going to hurt. A coverup tattoo would be an obvious choice if it weren't on my face. I should just die

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