I wish I could get the fuck out of this shitty place my parents force me to go to "socialize" with bitches, my bsf (and only friend) could have come but nooo bc i have to see other people. Why tf? They're bitches with me bc I ain't a chad, so annoying urgh. Imma get the shit out of this place asap. The place where I'm sleeping? It looks like a prison, a mattress in the middle of the room and ants, everywhere. And that's it.
Like ok??? I don't even deserve respect?? No one talk to me except if it's to laugh at me I hate this place urghh. They even use my autism as a joke and insult. Like okay go kys, one even got a gf, and he treats her like shit, she deserves sm better I swear, he leaves her alone all the time, and she looks at me like I'm a creep even tho she decided to stay near me. Like ok?? I don't understand shit. I can see her scars, looks like SH, have the same, i wanna talk to her but how tf? She looks uncomfortable here with her bf and all that's why she stayed alone with me (i don't talk so it's like she was alone)

(yeah yeah ranting on 4chan bc that's where i feel safe ik ik)