I am a straight guy but i have autogynephilia and so one of my top fetishes is being molested like this by multiple men while i am a girl. should i take hrt and feminize myself to experience this in real life?

i have androgynous/feminine features so i know i would look good on hormones and i was already catcalled before since i have long hair so i know estrogenized me would find attention of men.

having every part of my body licked and used while me, a formerly normal straight guy, is reduced to a feminized sexual object for men, really turns me on.

>>82266516
Radfems are right about men, our existence itself is abusive towards women and giving birth to males is rape towards the female gender
That being said, that's exactly how it's supposed to be and every act of sympathy towards women is unnatural.