femanon here. I have autism and it's the reason why I don't have much friends or bf/gf. it was ok for me, I had only one bff, I was too young for romantic so I didn't care. but I turned 17 a month ago and apparently my puberty remembered that I should ovulate and I've been going crazy for a week. so I need advice on what to do. jerk off and forget? to look for a bf/gf? And if look for, then how??
I'm a nerd and I hate myself, my personality, my appearance, so I don't know at all. I haven't even fully accepted that I have gender and sexuality yet, I'm at a loss :(