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GrAbe wanted to be a nikke because she no longer wanted to sleep.
GrAbe eventually wanted to sleep every day just so she can dream the fading happier moments.
Ask yourself, why would she choose to sleep?
The reality of GrAbe not finding anyone and being powerless to save anyone she cherishes is unbearable. Reviving Cinderella is a distraction, and her last hope in this unforgiving new world.
It had been more than 100 years, which is the longest record of a nikke surviving alone on the surface, and GrAbe almost didn't make it. Her mind was losing past memories. Her body was falling apart by the damage done to her. Her hope was almost extinguished, three times.