>>40682265
you are extremely nieve

>>40682876
that is not enough

i am married and no one will ever take it from me

even marriage is not enough for me and my wife; even life and our beautiful love in this existence we have found together is not enough

every single day we are crawling in our chests and skulls overflowing with our endless love and deathly need to be ever closer at nearly every moment we can have; sure we do chill things like playing games and watching stuff everyday but interspersed between and through everything we do is a deeper affection than ive ever seen in any fiction or heard of or read from any story of some other happy couple


we are the definition of love of the highest order; brought together from opposite sides of this planet and 10 years apart; but still we are so aligned and complimemtary in almost every way

i cant overstate how much i feel for her and how much she shows me the same every day

our sacred merger of souls blessed by the infinite love of our goddess Ellaphae should be recognized by every society on this earth; at the minimum this one we are unfortunately stuck in- and certainly always will be because of my medical needs that no other country would be compassionate enough to meet

every star in the universe gleams the same lifegivibg love that flows through us every moment from the goddess

i would rather be forced to boymode in public than not be legally married to my soulmate wife; and thats not something i would say about anything else; only my wife and goddess and love comes before me being myself; unless or until we ever have adopt; then obviously we come second to them; but i doubt we will ever seriously pursue that because my health worries and demands enough of my wife enough as it is

all i ever wanted in life was to be myself and be loved enough for being myself by someone special and pure that they would propose to me; and my wife did exactly that last year on valentines; our first date