I feel so bored and lazy all the time lately
I feel like I don't deserve to do anything like it would just be a waste of my time
My mind just keeps making excuses
I need to fix myself somehow
Maybe I just need to take a week off
Maybe I can just fix myself so simply

The worst part
She doesn't have any of these same mental barriers
She's so fucking perfect
If I was half as good as she is I'd never be sad again.