stay the same... there is nothing wrong with me!
This story... i never expected a ge with nearly no narration or monologues to succeed and give me a nakige that is worthy to stay with Maeda-sensei's hall of fame... this chapter didn't just peak in it's end, there were a couple of times that i cried and was nearly crying... and lots and lots of sad moments that make you forget to even breath... i even forgot to take screenshots... something i never forget to do... i simply couldn't use my brain and felt like i was just a bunch of emotions strapped into the meat that was sitting their on my chair... this was easily on the level of Angel Beats! 1st Beat route endings... the same heavy feelings that make you never forget what you went through... the way he did the montage for the last 15 minutes of the chapter and made it just 100% pure tears without stopping... yep that was Maeda-sense's on his prime... he never went away... the writer that we all loved and made us cry like the girls we are... he is still here doing what he love to do... the thought that i might have lived in a world without him writing... just for that? i don't think the 10k hours i wasted on gacha were really a waste... if they allowed me to learn about HBR? and to re-join Maeda-sensei again after i only watched his Charlotte when i was a teen?... am happy that i am back with him... am happy that i have tons and tons of ge written by him still not read by me... am happy that whenever life will be dark, whenever i will lose my purpose to live and think that there is nothing else for me to do any longer...his ge will be there to pull me from my weak self and give me a purpose... to love to read them... i can't give up... he didn't give up and still writing...how can i betray him? how...i will also keep fighting!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=amrBB56XTrY
Ruka's song for her mother...used in the last bit of the chapter...it just made it the same as AB songs...i can't listen to it without crying now ,_,