overwatch is sort of my "crack". Ive been off it for the last 2 weeks but its currently reinstalling right now because Im bored out of my skull and have nothing in life that interests me. I see it as a problem because I end up dedicating time at the end of my day to play it, and eventually I end up playing it earlier and earlier because its the most consistent source of dopamine, until I play it so much that the only thing that gives me joy is getting elims, destroying my game sense and making me play poorly, resulting in less elims and a very signifigant amount of rage. Ive broken 2 keyboards, genuinely. If I have any self control ill uninstall it tommorow but given ive been in a OW deficit its going to slam my brain with so many happy chemicals I wont have the willpower to uninstall again until the cycle has full repeated itself.
also, being drunk in VC is a lot of fun. if you run into Pariah theres a good chance hes me, say hi.