>>33418206
i never cared about my height, and i could probably gain an inch if i fixed my poor posture, lack of flexibility, and pelvic tilt. my problem is that my proportions are all screwed up. my entire immediate family has actual 0th percentile shoulder widths. when i look up average biacromial for men it's 16, and the standard deviation is really small. it's even considered below average for women.
i think this goes beyond insecurity (when i look up 'narrow shoulders' online, nobody's are as bad as mine) over some minor flaw and is instead a struggle to cope with an actual medical disability
i look up 'biacromial' and all i get are average joes whining about their 16 inches and the inability to be a cannonball chad male model, or skinny fat people who don't understand how bones work, or people who are 5'4" instead (for which that width would be normal). NOBODY understands my problem except for me. i'm a complete anomaly.