"drench is hot"

Being a crushing failure is really getting to me. Sure I'm White but what does that mean when other successful Whites treat me like an idiot and riffraff because I only have a GED or don't have a job? And if did get a job is would be a shitty one and successful Whites would again look down on me. Sometimes I wish I was a successful Asian person because at least I would be smart, high IQ, and not a failure in life.