I have the opportunity to lose my virginity (32m) but I don't think I'm going to take it. Yeah I'm a volcel I know but at this point it's all I've ever known and I don't know if I really want to leave it.
I was on the other side of town and happened to stop in at this bar I used to go to every once in a while. It's a neighborhood bar for mid 20's to mid 40's lower class people. It was my kind of crowd back in my 20s but now I'm pretty well established and don't go to places like this much any more.
Anyways while I was there I happened to come across a girl I went to high school with and hadn't seen in about 12 years. We "dated" in high school for a few months which didn't involve anything more than holding hands and kissing behind the art building. Eventually she got bored of me and broke up. She was known as a bit of a slut in high school, she was the only girl in our school to have had an abortion at age 15 but I didn't care at the time I just wanted to get my dick wet. Well it didn't work out and I ended up being the only guy she dated in high school that she didn't fuck, lucky me.
Well we happened to meet again and she was immediately all over me. Acting like we hadn't missed a day, hanging on my arm, try harding to laugh and smile at me. We went to the parking lot to smoke a cigarette, she asked to see my car, asked about my house and what part of town I live in. Obviously she's more into my money now that she's 32 and used up and still single (if she even is single, could easily have a number of guys on her fuck list).
She invited herself to come to my house and watch some movies, said she wants to come over this weekend. I told her I'd have to clear some things out of my schedule but I'd give her a call. She's been sending me flowery heart filled texts every day since then.
It's pretty obvious she's just looking for a cock to hop on that will pay for her now that she's 32 and isn't looking too hot. Beta Bux and all that. I don't think I'm going to do it.
