It is physically a part of me just as it is physically a part of him. He hurts just as much as me. This is something that no one else could ever fulfill. They would be temporary indulgences and distractions from that feeling that I have with my love. It does matter and it means everything to me just as it means everything to him. I told you that you would never understand because people look at love as a condition but when you meet the person you're meant to be with it's so much more than that. To find the person that completes you. Without them I will forever feel empty and in pain. It is only gotten worse over the years everyday. There is no cure, there's no getting over it, there's no giving it to someone else. There's only fulfillment with my The love of my life or pain the rest of my life