>>40916807
Sometimes I think about how alcoholics can't have a sip of beer or a degenerate gambler can't watch sports because if they do their lives will inevitably go off the rails. We all have our crosses to bear- some people can't look at porn. People with addictive personalities are usually more interesting and often have some hidden superpower anyway. You can't change who you are but you can always do your best, try again, there's no reason to ever give up